RAWR.
In library doing Science Fair project.
Just two of us.
Raisin and I.
Cos the others are CCA-ing.
Huiwen is currently Guzheng-ing.
Zi Ying is currently EDS-ing.
Sheena is currently Band-ing.
Haha and we are like stuck here chionging the science fair project D:
and Tabitha (not in our science fair group) is now CPR-ing.
On who? Hmmm....LOL a dummy.
RAWR.
And I have Jap common test tomorrow.
And I haven't studied a single ---- for it.
Self censorship again :D
Wish me luck[:

My heart feels really uneasy.
I don't know why.
There are seriously alot of things on my mind.

I just finished reading 'Chicken Soup For The Teenagers' Soul - The Real Deal'
All about school, cliques, friends, etc.
And suddenly I feel so scared.
That one day my biggest secret that I shared with one of my closest friends would actually be let out of the bag just cos some popular girls pressed her for it.
That one day the 'popular girls' clique will spread untrue rumours about me saying something bad about another friend in my clique, or vice versa.
That when I go to my new class in sec3, the other 5 people in my clique will be in the same class while I'm the only one in that other class. And that there is also not a single Guide there.
How ironic.
The book is a self-help book.
And it made me worse.

Everyone thinks I'm pretty strong on the outside.
That I'm not the type who'll break down and cry in class, in front of everyone.

Even in Guides, everyone thinks that I'm free from anything troubling me.
Just cos they think guiders, seniors and juniors like me.
But what goes on inside my mind?
Who will know?
That I feel so noobish
Everytime I tie a loose lash
Everytime my hands shake when I'm holding in pumping position etc
Everytime I forget what I read in my notes.
I keep telling myself to pia and do my best no matter what.
That practise makes perfect.
The no.1 naive statement.
(no.2 naive statement is 'As long as he/she is happy, you are happy.')
After every Guides activity, I'd feel a sense of satisfaction.
I thought I put in my total best.
But the next day...
I'd think again.
Did I really put in my best?
If I did then why am I not even half as seh as my seniors when they were sec2s?
And why is it that I give the impression of being rude to seniors?
Is it the way I talk?
Is it my eye contact?
Or what?
I really don't know ok.
If only I knew what was wrong I'd change it.
But prob is I DON'T KNOW.
Sometimes I feel I really suck at this D:

But I do appreciate the fact that Jiawen and Jia Jia make sure all of us in P6 have a chance to participate in events like Camp Galore, Qi Shou, Speech Day, etc, and not just keep on choosing the same person for everything.
This will make us feel less insignificant and unimportant and unneeded.
Thank you very much sec4s!!! I'll learn from what you all did when I become a sec4 myself next time.
I'll also make sure my juniors don't ever think in the same way as what I'm doing now.
But that's gonna be difficult D:

School work.
As usual.
Everyone thinks I'm gonna pass with soaring flying colours.
And that 'I don't need to study also can get full marks'.
If only it was that dreamable.
But no.
I'm not a freaky genius.
I still have to mug.
And I'm very very careless.
That adds them up.
Am I a 100% straight A student?
Nope.

I'm feeling so emo about so many things.
And our group hasn't even done a single ---- for science fair tingy.
When it's due tomorrow.
Sorry.
I did use self-censorship[:
And we're gonna chiong that after school tomorrow and hand it in.

Sorry for polluting my blog with emo stuff.
But I feel I really need to get this off my chest.
If not it's gonna be all bottled up and I'll start venting my anger on my friends in school, family at home, which is what I don't want.
I know some Guides juniors read my blog.
Pls don't ever follow in my thinking.
Haha how ironic.
I asked you all not to follow but I'm thinking this way D:

'Cos she's everything, everything I'm not.'

A random quiz from Zi Ying's blog :D

1. A random person yells to you "Aybaybay". What's your reaction?
Eh you talking to me?. Well maa name's Cherisse, not aybaybay. LOL

2. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Beer. Peach flavoured malt drink in a Bavaria beer can how about that? :D

3. What is the last song you heard?
Famous Last Words by MCR.

4. What's irritating you at this moment?
Homework. It irritates me everyday.

5. What are you doing tomorrow?
It's a Sunday. Family day =D

6. What did you do yesterday?
Sports Day!!

8. How do you feel about your ex?
I don't have an ex.

9.What did you do today?
Guides <333333

10. Know anyone named Monique?
Nope.

11. Do you have any siblings?
I've got lots of siblings xD LOL

12. Are you signed onto AIM?
Nope.

14. Who's your most religious friend?
Hmm...There are lots of them i guess.

15. Who's the last person who called you?
Cheng Yee. missed call. LOL

16. If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
Hmm....Ashley sounds cool :D

17. What was the best compliment someone has given you today?
I get lots of compliments everyday ya know :D LOL sounds ego ^ ^

19. Do you curse?
When it somehow slips out of my mouth. But I do self-censorship :D

20. Last time you took a plane, where was it to?
To dreamland without any troubles...

21. How many times a day do you login?
Depends on the connectivity of my Internet.

22. Do you love someone?
Gosh I love lots of people.

23. What's the first thing you would do with five billion dollars?
Slap myself and make sure I'm not dreaming.

24. Do you party?
I party in my dreams when i'm happy xD

25. Who's the first person on your top friends, and why?
I don't like ranking my friends ok? =.=

26. What was the last thing you bought?
Mango ice blended from Sweet Talk. Yum yum =D

27. Next thing you'll spend money on?
Myself xD

28. What's one toy you remember having?
I remember all of them.

30. Look through the 2 nearest windows what do you see?
HDB.

31. What's your mouse pad look like?
Dell.

32. Where is your first drift?
Drift? To homeworkless land i guess?

33. Which one of your friends do you argue with the most?
Hmm....I don't start the argument. THEY DO. LOL. Hmm maybe with Tabitha about hotpink and Weixin about Guides stuff? But they usually end quickly and aren't very heaty. LOL :D

34. What is your ethnicity?
Chinese.

35. What's your dream job?
I've got lots you know =D

36. Who's your crush?
Haah why should I proclaim it on my blog? LOL

37. If you could have any car what would it be?
I'd own 15 cars. LOL

38. What's your favorite breakfast food?
Apple pie[:

39. How do you like your eggs?
Half boiled[:

40. If you could get any piercing what would it be?
I've got a ear piercing and i want another one haha but it is not allowed it school. LOL

41. How about a tattoo?
Nope. Bad for skin. (Being a dermatologist is one of my ambitions =D)

42. What mood are you in?
Mood-less.

43. What's a movie you want to see in the theaters?
Rule #1. Gosh I love horror movies :D but of course I can't go alone if not I'd hve no one to grab on to. LOL

44. Where else would you want to live?
I love where I am now.

47. Where will your next car ride be to?
Shopping centre I guess.

48. If you could live in any TV show what would it be?
I have alot in mind ya know? LOL =D

49. Your favorite planet?
Planet Earth =D

50. What made you cry last?
I didn't cry on the outside. My heart cried lar. LOL sound so emo =.=

Anyways Guides rocked today!!!!
&ilovepioneertraining.
&ilovetheropeladder.
&ilovefireman'sladder.
&ilovelightingfire.
&ilovechoppingwood.
&iloveemergencyshelter.
&ilovesongleaderaudition.
&ilovemapreading.

Today rocked so much for me!!! <33333

'When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight...'

&ihaveguidestomorrow.
&iamscaredofpioneering.
&iamafraidmylashesarenottightenoughandthewholestructurewillcometumblingdown.
&thereissongleaderauditiontomorrow.
&iamworriedforthesec1stakingtheirsurvivalskillstest.
&iknowitwilltakesometimetounderstandawordi'msaying.

Relax relax.
Breathe in breath out.
RAWR.
Ahh...I feel much better now =D

Went to buy bizlab stuff today!!! whee =D
heh heh im excited.
hope we'll be the best selling stall!!!! xD
I mean that's possible ya know.
Especially if you have 5 sweet innocent girls(The Blink 5 - our grp!!!) and 5 sui za bors(the 2K boys grp) as shopkeepers.
heh heh. =D
Jk nia :D

Well another quiz done when I'm pretty bored.
Gotta get back to Guides stuff now[:

1. whats your name spelt backwards?
Essirehc. ooo nice one[:

2. What did you do last night?
Sleep.

3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Don't know?

4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
Nope.

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
Last year.

6. What are you wearing?
Pink billabong top and purple billabong shorts

7. How many cars have you owned?
None.

8. Type of music you dislike most?
Jazz?

9. Are you registered to vote?
Nope

10. Do you have cable?
Yup;

11. What kind of computer do you use?
Dell.

12. Ever made a prank phone call?
Of course!! xD

13. You like anyone right now?
I love a lot of people =D

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Both!!!!

15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
Homework-less Land.

16.Do you have a garden?
Nope.

17. What's your favorite comic strip?
Erm...So far Fruits Basket?

18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem?
Duh.

19. Shower, morning or night?
Night.

20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
The Leap Years[:

21. Favorite pizza toppings?
Cheese.

22. Chips or popcorn?
Chips.

23. What cell phone provider do you have?
huh?

24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
Gosh no.

25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Does the proestestest crapper count?

26. Orange Juice or apple?
Both!!

27. Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
Tabitha?

28. favorite chocolate bar?
Kit Kat.

29. Who is your longest friend and how long?
Michelle Ho. 7 years[:

30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
Not sure.

31. Have you ever won a trophy?
Lots!! LOL

32.Favorite artist?
Lots!!!

33. Favorite computer game?
None currently.

34. Ever ordered from an infomercial?
huh?

35. Sprite or 7-UP?
Both!!

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
Of course!

37. Last thing you bought at Walgreens?
Huh?

38. Ever thrown up in public?
Does the student care centre count?

39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
Money can't buy happiness.

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yup.

41.Can exes just be friends?
Yup.

42. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
My late great grandma

43. Did you have long hair as a young kid?
Yes.

44. What message is on your voicemail machine?
None.

45. Where would you like to go right now?
Anywhere nice[:

46. What was the name of your first pet?
Snowy

47. What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?
OP. My school stuff.

48. Last incoming/outgoing call on your phone?
Unknown number. LOL

49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
That my day was not screwed up[:

50. What do you think about most?
A lot of things ya know? xD

Happy Easter Sunday!!!! :D
Meeting up with my patrolmates tomorrow.
Should be for Skills Training bah.
WHEE....One of my favourites xD
But if got test then....GAH >.<

Dear meimei,
Your birthday was yesterday and yet you had to perform for Kaleidoscope.
So sad. HAHA. I know I'm mean. Such a bad sister I am.
I forgot to get you a present.
I kept on reminding myself to. Sorry neh.
Hope the 'cheer-up' phone call could make up for that :D
Don't always so emo lar.
If not you will become chio slower.
Then you can't find your Mr Right, not my prob.
LOL.
Love, your evil sister :D

Heh heh I know got other people reading this but nvm.
I'll let the whole world know your bday xD

Dear Dajie,
Don't emo liao lar[:
I know you are feeling emo about your SJ stuff and POP stuff and your squad.
But you are really very enthu.
I know you felt disappointed that time when you organised squad pt and only Christine, Xinyi, Jiamin, Haonan, Yiren and Kai Seng turned up.
But this doesn't mean that there will only be these 5 of you attending subsequent squad pts.
Don't give up okay?
I understand how you feel.
When I told the 41st Batch how much I wanted to make our seniors proud of us by bringing back the true standard.
When I told them how much we would benefit if we could practise and work together towards that goal as a jie4.
And when only a little more than half of them felt the same way.
While the rest said it was a waste of time and energy.
And that it was pure self-torture.
I totally understand how you felt when you were writing your most recent blog post.
And I'm glad that someone like you understands how I feel too.
But remember, you are not alone.
The fact that some of your squadmates turned up shows that they care as much as you do.
They are in this together with you.
And they love you to bits :D
Even if it's only half.
Jiayous and don't emo already okay? :D

GAH. I know this is really un-me to say such serious stuff(whee...alliteration >.<) like that.
Read it if you want.
Even if it doesn't concern you :D
Maybe if you know her you could help cheer her up too.

"Face down in the dirt, she said this doesn't hurt"

Very bored now....
So here are some random questions taken from Zi Ying's blog =D

1. So what will we call you?
By MY NAME? LOL. Cherisse <3333

2. And how old are you?
13 going on 14 on 30th May

3. Suppose you see your boyfriend kissing another girl, what would you do?
Erm....Don't know how to answer....Whip out my handphone and record it down, then go up and bitch slap him? Break up unless he asks for forgiveness earnestly =D

4. Yay! You got a free holiday, South America or North Korea?
North Korea.

5. What would you do if a teacher of the opposite sex hit you?
Complain to my mum and sue him for child abuse and outraging the rights of a child. LOL

6. Right now do you prefer a Strawberry Milkshake or a Banana Cupcake?
Strawberry milkSHAKE :D

7. Is your phone within a meter radius of you?
Nah.

8. Wait, are you a guy or a chick?
A human duh. =.=

9 . What are you wearing?
Billabong tee and billabong shorts.

10 . What color is the thing you are sitting on right now?
Dark blue.

11. Are you doing this just because you’re bored?
Yeah.

12. What season is it right now? Do you like it?
Spring going on summer. I live in a tropical country basically it's about the same throughout the year :D I like it HOT LOL

13 . Who did you spend New Year’s with?
My dearest family.

14. Was last New Year’s enjoyable?
Yeah.

15. I’ll betcha you miss someone right now.
No not someone. ALOT of people :D

16. Can you type over 60 words per minute?
Hmm.....maybe?

17. Are you high?
Not now.

18. McDonalds or KFC?
None for now. I'm full.

19. Krispy Kreme, Donut King or Wendy’s?
Donut King.

20. Target, Wal-Mart or K-Mart?
HUH?

21. What color is your top?
Black!!!! <33333

22 . Is that color your favorite?
Yea, but i especially love a combination of black + hotpink!!!! xD

23. Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
How long is soon? =D

24. What’s something that’s bothering you right at this moment?
I'm feeling pretty botherless NOW

25 . Can you surf?
A bit.

26 . Are you easily scared by horror/thriller films?
Depends.

27 . If you were given $100, would you spend it, or save it?
I'd invest it :D

28. If there was a large spider in the room, would you stay?
If I happen to be bored, I'd make friends with it. If I happen to be busy, well too bad spidey, i'm in no mood for new friends.

29. What time is it?
8.13pm

30. What do you wear to bed?
Pink pyjamas. I look cute in those ok :D

31. Would you ever become a vegetarian or even vegan?
Gosh, I can't survive without my Japanese food ok? =X

32 . Where are you right now?
My cosy home.

33. Do you think your crush likes another person?
Of course. She loves everyone.

34. What is your desktop picture?
The skeleton from 'The Nightmare before Christmas'

35 . Can you swim well?
I used to. Now not so.

36. Do you shop for clothes?
When I'm in the mood for it. Or when my mum/friends are with me to squeal over nice designs and expensive prices. LOL

37. Where do you think your crush is right now?
In front of the computer answering these questions :D

38 . And what are they doing?
HUH?

39. Do you believe in ghosts?
Sorta. There's one in front of the computer answering these questions now :D

40. Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?
Tokyo.

41. How about Melbourne or Rome?
Rome.

42 . Do you have a guitar in your house?
Nah.

43. Are you listening to music right now?
Yup. Music in my head. LOL

44. Who else is in the room with you?
I'm alone with Me, Myself and I.

45 . In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
Hoodies =D

46 . Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
I'm rather contented with where I am now =D

47. How often do you get onto friendster?
Don't have.

48. How long can you go without your mobile phone?
Don't know.

49. Is your bed made of metal or wood?
Wood.

50. What would be the best Christmas gift someone can get for you this year?
A bag of everlasting wishes that would all come true as long as I wished for it :D

'And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged'

I've got horny juniors.
Face it.
Really horny.
Horny until they can come up with sick lyrics to innocent nursery rhymes like Baa baa black sheep.
But that provides some entertainment yea?

Cassi you horney girl. Gah. What have your seniors (my darlings) michelle and crystabelle done to you? Gah. you will be stuck with horney sec2 seniors for 3 years, horney girl!! =D Hey you, why are ya reading this? you're not cassi right? =.= LOL

Talked to 3 out of 5 of my patrol juniors today.
Taught them standard pumpings.
And told them some other stuff.
Quite quiet.
But good =D
This shows that they will abide obediently to ABCD + O[:
Yay!!! I realised that I'm taller than all 5 of my sec1s!!! Whee....
LOL ok that was really random ^ ^

29th March = songleader audition
That's what I heard.
I really didn't know if I should go or not.
Cos it would take up ALOT of time practising.
But I really loved it to bits ever since last year's ATC.
So in the end I decided I would give it a try.

Our sec4s encouraged us to go.
And I want to make them proud of p6.
But no guarantee about that.
But I'll try my very best, sec4s(and beyond), for all the effort you have put in to making p6 so seh!!! :D
And to my other patrolmates too!!! =D

OJ's drawing nearer.
19th April.
Only 1 month away...
Jiayous jiayous to all of us!!!!
we can do it for sure!!!
Let's pia together!!! :D

Sec3s and 4s, sorry for being so noobish in skills and physical and attitude. I promise I will try my best not to fall sick during OJ.
I'll pia and cheer together with you guys.
And thank you loads for the encouragement you have always given me.
Like sacrficing your smses just to send me get well messages.
And asking me whether I am feeling much better.
I'm seriously touched about how much you guys care for your juniors, and I will learn from you[:

Sec2s, sorry if I ever gave you an impression of being bossy and overpowering.
I'm really not faking to be enthu to get positions. It's just cos I really love Guides, that's why I'm passionate about it.
And I'm pleading with you guys to resolve whatever internal conflicts you have with anyone, be it your patrolmates or whoever[:
Cos we are a bonded 41st batch and we shall love(not hate) one another to bits and pieces!!!! xD

Sec1s, I know some of you are not very close to me but still, 'Welcome to Guides!!!!'.
LOL quite lag but yea[:
Always keep ABCD+O in mind[:
Your seniors are quite nice so you don't have to be afraid of having any questions to ask ok?

Jiayous to all!!!! I bet people who shouldn't read this are reading =.= Haah but it's ok[:

"When everything is wrong, we move along"

Canoeing yesterday again.
LOL Crystabelle Michelle Xin Tian Me
Ejectors.
LOL

And I had to leave halfway cos I suddenly had stomachache D:
RAR.
Holidays are coming to an end.
But the good thing is that I get to see my friends again[:
My nose red already larh.
Look like rudolph the rednose reindeer neh. X_X

41st batch is bonded!!!!! <333333333
when is everyone free to have sec2 PT?
To train up for April's OJ...
Tomorrow cannot cos all our muscles are like pain from canoeing and we have to go LT for sumtin right?
Next monday? :D

Looking for Maths Variations Assignment notes and doing portfolio tingy...
I think those are the only homework left.
Besides the projects.
Which I plan to do after school reopens cos the deadline is like 2 weeks away.
And my partner's not online these few days.
So while I'm printing the notes I shall just blog for a while[:

Very random...but...
Emotwin, I really cannot believe that we were enemies in the past.
Like we had internal conflicts or something like that.
And it felt as if we had owed each other in our past lives.
We were competing in almost everything, results, speed in completing assignments bla bla bla.
And we even had inter-clique conflicts.
But now we've miraculously resolved them just over an honest talk on msn.
And now we're closer than close.
We found out that we have similar interests.
LOL
Isn't it a wonder how God created brilliant people to invent msn which I'm sure helped many people resolve conflicts too.
And that when we forgive and forget, so many things can be done.

Enemies would become each others' confidants instead of haters.
Friends who have fallen out would patch up instead of feeling awkward around each other.
Countries would stop flaming each other over past wars.
The world would be a much better place.
Thank goodness there are more to f-words rather than just that 4-letter thing.
LOL

Going out to TM with my mum for dinner later[:
Well you can call that a well-deserved break I guess.
For both of us :D
Whee..... :D

GAH.
I had quite a terrible headache in the morning.
It was like I got up from bed then when I wanted to walk straight ahead I couldn't because it was so painful.
I was supposed to go to the Guides HQ today to help out with something in the morning but because I couldn't even walk straight, I had to sms Ms Ngau that I couldn't make it.
But i'm much better now after more rest[:
The headache started yesterday night.
I was trying to chiong my HCL hw at 9+ with the stupid headache distracting.
So I tried 'meditating' for a while.
Thinking of sitting at a calm beach with soft, white sand and turquoise blue waters and with lush green coconut trees surrounding it.
It did help. But only for a while.
then somehow the headache came back.
I must be stressing myself out too much.
By chionging hw.
Ok now I'm left with CME project, Geog project, Maths Variations WS and to read the mockingbird story.
But we weren't even given clear instructions for CME project, so I guess that's out.
So now I'm left with 3 xD

~Throw it away
`Forget yesterday
`We'll make the great escape~

Homework is destroying my life.
GAH.
Whatever. I'm doing Maths journal now.
And I finished the 1st 3 points lerh ~.~
wish me luck[:
Send me your emo poems the next time we meet online and let's emo together my dear emo twin <3333333
Cos I'm feeling very emo now.
everything's a mess.
Homework. Life. Myself.
All in a mess.
Guess I just need time to rest.
To forget certain things and people.
OK back to maths journal.

"And I could tell you
Her favourite colour's pink
She loves to argue
Born on the thirtieth
She's just as beautiful
She has her mother's eyes
And if you ask me if I love her
I'd lie"

Chorus of I'd Lie by Taylor Swift.
Lyrics changed by me into female form?
LOL that was random.
Changing lyrics IS fun xD

YAY it's the holidayssss!!!!!
Let's rejoice!!!! for one week.
Piled up with homework.
I'm trying to chiong all of them but somehow I just get distracted by my cube, my chatting and my thoughts.
What thoughts?
A lot of things.

Thursday
P6 sec2s had sort of a thrashing session outside 2J.
20 minutes of thrashing minus the screaming and shouting, but with a little bit of tears. No, it was not to resolve internal conflicts, but to talk about problems we faced in Guides.
So I was talking about feeling very noob cos I was noobish in physical, skills, first aid and that my only good point was that I persevered but I would still fall out in the end so what's the use?
I prac-ed hard but in the end I wasn't improving.
And that I have a bimbotic, bitchy face that would make seniors think I'm being rude to them.
So I just thrashed everything out and cried to make myself feel better.
Gals, thanks a lot for your encouragement!! Really. Without you all I'd still be crying myself to sleep about feeling noob.
I'm gonna type your smses sent after the thrashing session here[:

Chengyee:
"Please don't ever think of quitting again :) We're all in this together, we'll smile together laugh together cry together :) like no matter how bad i feel, life jsut goes on. We can train to become seh! You don't needa look back, you just needa move on. the shengqiao thing is like so long ago. Look forward, baby :)

Sally:
Hey, cheer up! From wat i know, this is not like u at all. Without u, the sec 2s can never survive through all the events last year. We can try to prevent wat had happened to the seniors. Also dont think about wat people think of u, When the going gets tough, the tough gets going:)

Such sweet girls they are!!!! <333333>

Friday
Kaleidoscope.
All the performances were soooooooo great!!!!!
and my drawing during manga was.....LOL

1st picture: A buck-teethed girl with 2 ponytails and a pile of shit on her head saying,"Heys! My name is Tabitha Ng and i'm the prettiest of all!"
2nd picture: The same girl saying,"Psst psst...check out my beautiful skin, I use SK II everyday.
3rd picture: The same girl saying,"Of course, not forgetting my beautiful teeth, hair......" without realising that there's a 1000kg thing about to fall on her.
4th picture: She gets squashed under the 1000kg thing and saying,"Oh damn! i'm dead!"
Then we were all laughing our heads off over my lame story.

No offence lar Tabitha[: Actually I wanted to write Weixin's name but she used her girly voice to ask me to change it. ^ ^ LOL

I enjoyed patrol outing with my seniors and juniors yesterday.
Sally and Chengyee pangseh-ed me so I was the only sec 2 there. But okay lar, not like the seniors and juniors dao-ed me or what, so I wasn't that lonely.
We went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to watch The Leap Years.
It's very sweet and sad. Everyone should watch it. seriously.
After that the sec3s and 1 talked about a girl who likes Jacob. Yes, the 2K one.

Saturday
Canoeing <333333 so fun.
but I kept on doing the capsizing test wrongly THREE times.
RAR. But anyway during lunch we sec 2s unleashed our horney-ness.
Which is like. ~.~
After that went for dinner with Jiamin and Sherly.
We were talking about boys we had rejected. LOL
And how despo some people just were.

Ok anyway there's this really sweet thing that I came across. It's from some book. it's really sweet and sad.

给你的一封信:
我等了七个月.
这七月内, 每当我在学校看到你时, 我总会假装没看到什么, 继续走着.
但是, 我的心就是一直避我转过头看着你, 因为我喜欢你.
其实我很早以前已经想告诉你了, 但我就是无法鼓起勇气, 因为我就是那么的害怕矢恋.
现在, 我终于知道你有了女朋友, 我想借这个机会祝福你们.
我会慢慢地把你忘掉, 绝对不会任性地坚持要追你.
喜欢你不代表我一定要和你在一起. 加油吧!

But what a sad ending.
I'll go and finish up some of my other homework now[:

Got back my Jap and Maths common test.

phew! I didn't fail xD

Be contented[:

Bored now.

In the com lab.

Geog research.

Done.

LOL

I'm talking in incomplete

Sentences.

OK whatever I'll stop being lame.

*Yawns*

~*The horrifying truth uncovers itself...*~

OMG OMG OMG!!
29th March, there's a telematch/Obstacle Journey, organised by the Year 5s.....
OMG scary.
It would be an OJ we have never experienced before.
Something that has never been experienced in Guides for a few years.
OMG.
So we have to read our notes thoroughly and remember them.
First aid notes.
Camp gadgets notes.
Survival skills notes.
Although I do read them now and then, but I always forget them easily, especially when seniors ask me, I'll just stone there and forget everything....OMG OMG
how?
Plus my physical is like......toot....especially stamina.
I have NO stamina and NO strength. Oh no.
That leaves less than 1 month to train up. 1 month is definitely not enough time to completely transform me into a seh person, but it's better than nothing.
Had a long chat with my patrolmates today after the outreach to scouts and brownies...
That's how we knew about OJ stuff.
and I'm not sure if the sec1s will be joining us cos we sec2s haven't taught them how to tie ANY of the lashes yet. OMG.
Okok I shall just focus into training and stop OMG-ing.
Let's talk about today's Outreach to scouts and brownies.

Gosh the pri sch kids were sooooo cute!! >.<
Wei Min and I were the station masters for the archery station.
And we kept on changing the postition of the 2 canteen tables.
Gah. my muscles ache but it's worth it as long as they had fun =D
Then when the last 2 patrols at our station were playing, the most unspeakable thing happened.
ONE OF THEM ACCIDENTALLY SHOT THE EMERGENCY ALARM GLASS NEARBY WITH THE ARROW.
Then the jarring alarm started ringing.
Everyone was so so shocked.
But overall it was quite enjoyable[:

Our patrol seniors want to talk to us on monday morning.
I guess it's THE talk.
About the OJ.
And that we have to be prepared mentally and physically.
For something that we have never experienced before.
Something that is 3-5 times the standard of our normal OJ.

But the good thing is that we can prepare ourselves for ATC 08 and PLTC. I know it seems like it is a very long time away but hey, time passes by quickly when we are having fun you know...=X
So let's just focus on the good points, how this OJ would benefit us as a whole company and maybe salvage our dropping standard =D

~*We'll pia together as one...*~