Hello.
I need motivation.
Motivation to study harder.
Motivation to push myself in Guides.
Motivation to have the courage to evag.
Anyone who has motivation please sell them to me.
I'm willing to pay.

Pictures to motivate Cherisse :D

Hey Cherisse, look here:




But here's one word of advice for you.


Stay focused on what you're doing(:


Push yourself forward(:



And also hang in there(:


Cos


You can do it :D


Success is just a step away(:


You're gonna get great satisfaction and be happy that you even tried :D



Haha.
Credits to dhscoy blog and deviantart.
haha yeah.
I know the guides pictures don't link together luh. LOL.
pictures of guides are very inspirational to me.
Okay I feel more inspired now.
YAY!!! :D

I believe the Lord will watch over me as I grow(:

Hello!
Okay so I hope she will change after reading my previous post.
I really pray so...

Okay pictures from electives and museum trip on thurs and fri!!! :D
And also those on sunday LOL.

Sunday!

Haha michelle was supposed to look shocked and she's smiling. LOL


Me, xintian, Chengyee. my face looks so oily haha.

Thursday's elective - Dining etiquette!

Sheena!


Sheena - close-up :D


ME! :D I'm cutting something actually.



Me - close-up :D

Friday - museum trip!

Sheena and zinc! :D


I KPO into a Peranakan family. LOL


Me, zinc and weixin! :D KPO-ing into the same Peranakan family -.-


Me, zinc, weixin - close-up :D


Jam's big face blocking my view. LOL


Don't think. it's just a friendship hug :D


Caris and Jam! :D

okay that's all for pics right now.
LOL don't expect me to post all the other museum pics cos there's seriously ALOT .
haha.
IDMI meeting tomorrow at Paya Lebar Singpost Macs :D
I can't wait for malacca trip mann :D
It's gonna really rock!
Aww don't be jealous kay?
I'll give you picturesssss :D

Anyway.
Cassi came to my church today.
And she has accepted the Lord into her heart.
woots~~
and also a big welcome to all the other new believers!! :D

Sighs.
This post is gonna be rather sensitive so if you don't wna read on.
Pls click the red X and toodles(:

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Hello.
I need to have a very serious talk with you.
That one on msn was NOT counted.
It was only 0.1% of what I wanted to tell you.
By the way, 'seniors' DOES NOT mean ONLY sec4s.
'Seniors' means ANYONE who is older than you.
There's a time to be serious and there's a time to play.
And apparently you seem to have got them all mixed up.
Even if I'm the closest senior to you, you don't have the right to be rude to me, or any other seniors.
All the more during trainings.
People say that a junior will usually follow in the footsteps of one or more of her closest seniors.
If that's the case, then I really need to look at myself in the mirror and think.
From the day you came until now, what have I done?
I really don't remember myself saying 'Oi!' to seniors.
I really don't remember myself talking about infatuations to seniors during skills training.
I really don't remember myself complaining how tough trainings are. To seniors.
I really don't remember myself telling a senior, 'Why you suddenly so fierce one?'
I really don't remember myself crying, and then laughing and saying, 'Bluff you one lah!'
I really don't remember myself saying to a senior, 'I don't like people who abuse their authority.'
Do I have memory loss or what cos I really don't remember.
Please tell me..
My seniors were very nice to me and thus I liked and respected them, which all the more made me willing to listen to their instructions.
So I tried to be very nice to you, and to other juniors.
I was naive and thought it would work out for me like how it did for my seniors.
It did for some, but it wasn't 100% successful D:
Don't get me wrong.
I'm not flaming or scolding or chiding or chastising or lecturing you.
I just want you to learn now before it's too late.
Would you rather learn it now or learn it the harder way?(you should know what it is.)
6 months in Guides is sufficient enough to know about basic respect.
No one said you have to bow or go down on your knees to seniors so don't complain please.
I really pray that you'd change for the better...

Okay.
Yeah sorry for polluting my blog with such serious and emo stuff.
But I hope she'll come here and read this carefully and understand what I'm trying to say...

YAY YAY YAY!!!!
Cassi's agreed to go to service with me this Saturday!!!
she said she'd be abit late.
Cassi you better make sure you don't back out in the end okay :D
ohohoh and I asked Gina too!
She said she should be free this Saturday from 12-3(:
I really hope to see both of them on saturday... :D

Oh today in the morning I went to pass consent form to Kimberley, and Sara was with her.
Me: Hello!
Kimberley and Sara: Hello cherisse!
Me (To Kimberley): Here is the consent form.
Kimberley: You passed to wrong person ah. And abit no signature ah.
Me: *stares at the paper and goes zomg*
LOL I'm so muddle-headed mann.

Haha and today CS3 got new hairstyle worh.
When I walked past nearly 2M away from CS3 I made an *almost wanna vomit* kinda sound.
I don't think CS3 heard it luh. I think =X
oops sorry. so mean mann D:
Okay I shall not do it again(:

Oh electives week.
No lessons woots!!
Yesterday we learnt some first aid skills at Queensway Civil Defence Headquaters.
The practical was very fun cos I had Tabitha! to teach me more first aid stuff so that I can apply them when I need them for OJ stations.
The part 2 of the course is tomorrow(:

Today we did baking(bread!) :D
so cool!!
had lots of fun(:
One of my mum's birthday present(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :D

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Tabs, me, jam! :D


Me and jam! :D



Emo shots and tabitha's tintei hand over there. LOL


Pout.
zomg I've never done this before. LOL


stick out tongue (always do that to some people) LOL.


Abit blur.


Baking group! :D

Hellos!!!
Well guess what?
What?
No online homework for Jap!!!!
wheee!!!!
woots!!!!!
ok as what I heard from Xin Tian lah.
Yeahh mann :DD
That means I finished ALL my homework mann :D
ok MOST lah.
left abt 1%.

anyway.
We're going to Bugis NLB tomorrow to come up with our PDP and campfire item from 10-4(:
Hope we can get some inspiration for our choreo :D
Hope as many people can come tomorrow.
Even if they just come part time(:

ok anyway.
Before this, I was thinking of posting some really angry stuff about SOMEBODY.
cos she just seems to hate me so much I don't know why.
I don't know what she has against me seriously.
But. I decided not to.
I have to learn to love my enemies.
No matter how much they hate me.
I don't which verse but I read from somewhere in the Bible about offering your left cheek when someone slaps your right cheek.
I don't think it has a literal meaning luh.
Just that we should not take revenge but instead show them our love.
Cherisse not taking revenge is a BIG surprise mann.
But I WILL TRY MY BEST :D
Oh for the first week, I'm gonna eat vegetarian lunch =X
lunch only.
cos well, my prayers about SOMETHING were answered and that was a promise I made while praying.
So yeah.
Cherisse eating vegetarian lunch is a BIG surprise too.
But that's my promise to God so...
And it's benefitial too! :D

This June holidays I really have ALOT of new things.
New mp3.
New handphone.
New camera.
New church.
New friends.
New *(winks at the people who know it)*
LOL.

*wishes to all the people out there*
Have a happy Term 3!!! :D

Songleaderrrr yesterday was so fun!!!
YAY.
finally I was able to learn the actions mann :D
thankyou to the sec1s-3s for helping me :D
although I screwed up ALOT of times. =X

Oh oh oh and L15 was in school too.
so long never see L15 already.
haha LOL -.-
Went to Ghim Moh to eat lunch with Adeline, Chai Ning, Nicholette and Ruo Ting after songleaderrs'.

anyways.
Guides Walkathon tomorrow.
So I can't go for youth service D:
I'm intending to take Gina along for next week's service(:
Really hope she can come mann :D
gosh I feel so influenced by my caregroup members.
To bring friends to church.
More and more and more.
Evangelism♥ :D

noooooooo....
school's reopening on Monday.
But it's Electives week mann :D
No lessons :D
except 3rd lang D:
rawr.

Hello I'm back!!!!
after 93846362534536153243 years.
LOL.
Cos I went overseas mah.
Whoooo last week was really a blasting week.
Lots of activities EVERYDAY of last week.
Tuesday was history project.
And I had dinner at Huiwen's house.

Wednesday.
Went for part of the Y-Hope Church camp at Downtown East from 8am-2pm.
It rocked!!!!!! :DDDDD
The sermons' were interesting okay(:
Guess what.
Zinc and I saw 2B people haha!!!
I think they were probably having some class chalet or something like that.
After that, went with Zinc's family to watch KUNGFU PANDA!
Kungfu Panda is LOVVVEEEEEEE mannn :D
Went home for dinner then went back to Downtown East for Church camp Concert Nite!!!!
Lots of prayer and worshipping!!!
It was so cool!!!! :D
but I reached home pretty late cos there was no more mrt and bus services -.-

Thursday.
Patrol outing at Downtown East!
And guess what.
Amanda went to Downtown East yesterday too -.-
LOL.
But WWW was fun okay! :D
splash splash splash water at one another.
Can't elaborate too much haha.

Sighs school's re-opening in like a few more days D:
but it's kay.
I've completed MOST homework.
And the 1st week is electives week.
woots~~

Tomorrow I've gotta go back to school for songleader training.
Missed today's one cos of family matters.
Gotta treasure my last few days of holidays.
School ><

Hellos!
Woah I had a fun day yesterday!!!! :D
Edit this post later(:

Tag replies now!
DETERGENT: HUH? LOL
Sherlyn: Yes!! Hi sister in Christ! :D
Charmaine: ooo.. you are charmaine lee right? haha :D
Long tags of Wt: I'm not overseas. Aiyah it doesn't matter if you give or don't give, seriously. Of course my mum is chio, she's my MUM :D Where else did you think I got my genes from eh? LOL oops zilian-ing again. I'll say thanks on her behalf :D No the staircase thing was just to practise our PDP item.

ok that's all for now.
edit this post when I come back from patrol outing :D

Some pics of Sunday's run!



Before the run.



After the run.

Look at our faces mann.
so red.
LOL.

Reply to Weiting's LOOOOONNNG Tag:
Ages meh? Aiyah take your time to read lah. My life is verrryyy interesting de! :D
Yulong found lotsa skull stuff? He likes skulls also?! pok.
Aiyah cannot find nevermind. I can get it on MY OWN :D
我有的是钱. lol jkjk.
Give whenever you like. Don't give also nevermind.
It's not the present that matters lah. LOL

Reply to Ruoting:
Yeahh I've linked you my dear junior(:


Well, that's it for now :D

Heyhey hello!! :D

Saturday!
Went to Youth service for the very first time at Y'Hope in Somerset.
Met Fiona at Somerset station before that.
She left her handphone at Jessica's house. zomg.
I could never live without a phone for one day mann.

Y'Hope people are verrryyyyy nice and hospitable.
They really make you feel welcome into their family.
I made so mannnyy new friends!(:

Ok here's the service:
First it was prayer session, but since I wasn't familar with speaking in tongues, I didn't go in.
Fiona, Jessica and Dawn accompanied me(:

After that it was worship time!
The live band was really rocking and everyone was so high and all with singing upbeat Christian songs.
We were all jumping and lifting our hands up.
Then it came to the slower songs where everyone either clasped their hands together or lifted up their arms.
Ok after that it was the Holy Communion.

Then it was 40 minutes of bible-study which was very interesting and inspiring.
The difference between pastors in all adult churches and youth service was that in all-adult churches, things the pastor has said may not be applicable to teenager's life, but in youth service, we can actually apply all of the things the pastor has said.
Come on, it's a YOUTH service mannn!! :D
Fiona told me that taking down notes would help me remember the pastor's words better.
I'm gonna do that the next service :D

We had our final prayer session where I could really feel the Holy Spirit around me.
I had never been felt this close to the Lord for a long time.
And I almost cried when we were praying.
I felt like a lost child being reunited with her Father once again.

Oh oh oh and other than me, there are 15+ new additions to the church!
And my dear Zinc's one of them!!!! :D
My caregroup people are verrryyy nice too! :D
It's the warm feeling you get in a Christian fellowship(:
I hope I'm able to go for at least 2 days of their church camp next week.

Praise the Lord that Wendy encouraged me to go there.
If not I'd still be a weak Christian.
From now on, I'll make sure I have 'quiet time' every night before I go to bed.
Read 1 page of the daily bread.
And to be a strong and faithful Christian who obeys God's word(:

Sunday!
Passion Run!! :D
My 1st 5km run evvverrrrr!
Well...I ran 5km!!! woots!! I couldn't believe that I could do it.
Cos my max so far was only about 3.5km.
Yin Zheng took part too.
And he could run for 2km!!
From 800m only at the start of the year to 2km!
Good job mann.
My mum, uncles, and aunty Karen took part in the 10km one.
It's a family outing!
LOL.

From only being able to run 800m last year to 5km now.
I have ALOT of people to thank for my achievement for running 5km straight in around 32 mins! (Eh but that doesnt mean my 2.4 is 16 minutes hor! LOL)
Swweeeet success! :D

God.
I know it seems crazy, but I was putting myself in a situation.
'I had to go to a cannibal tribe and spread the gospel to them, and I was only given 40 minutes to run 5km to the tribe.'
I was praying along the way.
It worked okay! :D

My Mum.
She's a verrryyyy sportyyy woman!!
She constantly takes part in runs and it was her who introduced me to running!
From only being able to run 800m last year to 10km this year, she's pro mann!!!!
I was telling myself while running that if my mum could do it, so could her daughter!
And I did it, Yeah! :D

Guides.
Guides improved my stamina too! :D
And the pia spirit has somehow been inculcated in me(:
That's why I persevered on mann :D

All the motivational cheerleaders.
Those message boards did help alot!
'Do better than you think'
'Feel like giving up? It's just a mile more.'
And etc...
And thanks for your cheering too!! :D

Everyone running.
Haha you inspired me to continue running and not stop.
Cos we were all running togetherrr!!
Yeahh! :D

The next run for me will be the Great Eastern all-women's run in October.
Unglam pictures of me today will be put up in the next post(:
Bye for now(:

Pictures from yesterdayy!!! :D
Some from my cam and some kupped from Xin Tian :D


Weixin's hand -.-


Yay! finally got a picture from weixin :D


Guides favourite food. Chickkkeeen rice!



My coloured pens. :D


Tammy the birthday girrrll :D






Candid photos taken secretly by Xin tian. LOL


Tammy and Wen Qing!


Xin Tian and Tammy!




The cake!


Reminds me of Guides outdoor cooking. LOL.




Cutting cake




Half-eaten cake.



A heart! :D


NOOO We're locked!! But we managed to find our way out in a few minutes. Heh.


At IKEA


In the lift to the cashier


Tammy covers her face mann.


Aunties carrying so many things from IKEA :D


Swee Yee and Eileen!
Look at Tammy's shocked expression.


Group photo!!! :D
Clockwise from left: Wen Qing, Xin Tian, Nicholette, ME :D, Eileen, Swee Yee, Weixin, Tammy.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 41st Batch!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥