YAY it's the holidayssss!!!!!
Let's rejoice!!!! for one week.
Piled up with homework.
I'm trying to chiong all of them but somehow I just get distracted by my cube, my chatting and my thoughts.
What thoughts?
A lot of things.

Thursday
P6 sec2s had sort of a thrashing session outside 2J.
20 minutes of thrashing minus the screaming and shouting, but with a little bit of tears. No, it was not to resolve internal conflicts, but to talk about problems we faced in Guides.
So I was talking about feeling very noob cos I was noobish in physical, skills, first aid and that my only good point was that I persevered but I would still fall out in the end so what's the use?
I prac-ed hard but in the end I wasn't improving.
And that I have a bimbotic, bitchy face that would make seniors think I'm being rude to them.
So I just thrashed everything out and cried to make myself feel better.
Gals, thanks a lot for your encouragement!! Really. Without you all I'd still be crying myself to sleep about feeling noob.
I'm gonna type your smses sent after the thrashing session here[:

Chengyee:
"Please don't ever think of quitting again :) We're all in this together, we'll smile together laugh together cry together :) like no matter how bad i feel, life jsut goes on. We can train to become seh! You don't needa look back, you just needa move on. the shengqiao thing is like so long ago. Look forward, baby :)

Sally:
Hey, cheer up! From wat i know, this is not like u at all. Without u, the sec 2s can never survive through all the events last year. We can try to prevent wat had happened to the seniors. Also dont think about wat people think of u, When the going gets tough, the tough gets going:)

Such sweet girls they are!!!! <333333>

Friday
Kaleidoscope.
All the performances were soooooooo great!!!!!
and my drawing during manga was.....LOL

1st picture: A buck-teethed girl with 2 ponytails and a pile of shit on her head saying,"Heys! My name is Tabitha Ng and i'm the prettiest of all!"
2nd picture: The same girl saying,"Psst psst...check out my beautiful skin, I use SK II everyday.
3rd picture: The same girl saying,"Of course, not forgetting my beautiful teeth, hair......" without realising that there's a 1000kg thing about to fall on her.
4th picture: She gets squashed under the 1000kg thing and saying,"Oh damn! i'm dead!"
Then we were all laughing our heads off over my lame story.

No offence lar Tabitha[: Actually I wanted to write Weixin's name but she used her girly voice to ask me to change it. ^ ^ LOL

I enjoyed patrol outing with my seniors and juniors yesterday.
Sally and Chengyee pangseh-ed me so I was the only sec 2 there. But okay lar, not like the seniors and juniors dao-ed me or what, so I wasn't that lonely.
We went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to watch The Leap Years.
It's very sweet and sad. Everyone should watch it. seriously.
After that the sec3s and 1 talked about a girl who likes Jacob. Yes, the 2K one.

Saturday
Canoeing <333333 so fun.
but I kept on doing the capsizing test wrongly THREE times.
RAR. But anyway during lunch we sec 2s unleashed our horney-ness.
Which is like. ~.~
After that went for dinner with Jiamin and Sherly.
We were talking about boys we had rejected. LOL
And how despo some people just were.

Ok anyway there's this really sweet thing that I came across. It's from some book. it's really sweet and sad.

给你的一封信:
我等了七个月.
这七月内, 每当我在学校看到你时, 我总会假装没看到什么, 继续走着.
但是, 我的心就是一直避我转过头看着你, 因为我喜欢你.
其实我很早以前已经想告诉你了, 但我就是无法鼓起勇气, 因为我就是那么的害怕矢恋.
现在, 我终于知道你有了女朋友, 我想借这个机会祝福你们.
我会慢慢地把你忘掉, 绝对不会任性地坚持要追你.
喜欢你不代表我一定要和你在一起. 加油吧!

But what a sad ending.
I'll go and finish up some of my other homework now[: