Saturday, February 14, 2009
♥ 2/14/2009 09:34:00 PM
In a blink of an eye, CUGC was over.
It seemed like just a dream.
So quick.
So swift.
So vague.
It was over just like that.
The fire went off.
The lights came on.
It was time to go home.
I stopped at bedok.
Met my juniors just before I left for the mrt.
Then I alighted at simei.
And started walking home.
Then a wave of emotion swept over me.
The after effects of campfire.
But somehow, this campfire caused the strongest after effects.
I stared up at the sky.
It was so beautiful.
I started thinking.
3 weeks ago we were practising.
And now it has ended?
I simply didn't believe it'd be that quick.
All the fun I had during practises.
The super duper irritating and weird but kawaii sec2s.
Campfire was over?
Then it started to sink in.
It was.
Haiz.
Hoped everyone enjoyed it too.
And when I reached home and forwarded an sms on behalf of weixin and me, an sms to thank the SLs, I thought about how many afternoons and mornings they had sacrificed.
And most of them were only at the start of sec2.
At the stage of adapting to senior life.
When I was at the start of sec2 did I stay back that much?
No I don't recall lol.
In sec2 I was still a super duper noob who was AFRAID of my own sec1s.
What more be a songleader in front of them?
I don't think I would have dared to do it as a new sec2.
And then I realised.
3 weeks to coj.
2 1/2 months to pltc.
Then I remembered zhenling and pearlyn.
Remembered p6.
Then I thought, "crap, what if I leave p6? D:"
I had this very strong feeling that I wouldn't stay in p6.
sigh.
I'm sorry dear juniors.
I'm sorry Sally.
But the feeling is THAT strong.
I don't wanna leave p6 either D:
